if I can have My Dad just for one more times...

it's been so long i didn't write anything..but today, if i have some power or magic..i just want make my father live for one more times..even for a one days...Dear Allah S.W.T, if i can make a wish..i just want have a little bit times with him...that's how i feel now..i want him...really miss him damn much...

10 years ago, my dad passed away because  he had an accident...but until today, i still can't forget that day 24/04/2000...he leave us...he leave me, my mom, my sis and my brother...i'm 11 years old, i'm so young...never though i can lost him...because he take a good care of me before he leave me...one week before he dies, he take care of me cause i had a measles fever(demam campak)...on that day, in the early morning on 6.15 o'clock...he had already want send my brother to school...and on that day, he had fasting...it's a last day he hug me and kiss my cheek and my forehead...until today, i still can feel that kiss and hug from him...

and i really miss him...Dear Allah...can u give me one more times to be with him, even in my dream...i really want to see his face and his smile...because, i almost forget bout his smile, how his look...can i get it???please....i really want to be with him like another people had their own time with his/her dad...i'm jealous when i see kids walk with his/her dad...cause, i had my dad until i'm 11 years old only...jealous when my friend had their dad in their graduation day...i'm sad and feel lost...but i didn't now how to show it...how to tell my mom and my family that i miss him to much...

Dear Allah...please...just for one more times...give me a chance to be with him, and feel his hug and see his smile...i really miss him...(T_T)